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needlegrrl) wrote2001-02-27 11:56 pm
needlegrrl) wrote2001-02-27 11:56 pm
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so i am sitting inthe shopo today, listening to some tapes i found while cleaning my old room at my dad's house.. one of the tapes was a thistle and shamrock compilation (well, two were, really, but listen. :) ) that Cat & Jen had made - Jenn, really, not cat, i s'pose. and it made me think of them, and how they used to be halfway decent people, and how i missed having the old cat and jenn around. of course, now not only are they not cat AND jenn, rather, cat and aislinn, and then jenn, but they also aren't halfway decent people! but i've been rather angry with them all this time, and i have finally realized that not only do i miss having them around (or friend like they used to be) but I hope for the best for them - mainly, that they overcome their obstacles, and become decent people again.
and in cleaning out my room, it made me remember so many things from when i lived at home - i found my gwen books, and pictures, and remembered high school and everyhing. and lately, i just haven't taken the time to remember any of that stuff, and it's all stuff that made me what i am, so i've accepted it back into me, and made it a part of me again. yay for me.
i will be able to find joy in everyday things again! I did today, and yesterday, and i am sure i will tomorrow.
the update with jenny - everything went well today, and i think it's because we didn't actually work, so there was not conflict between us - we didn't really talk, even. We will see how it goes - but, hey, one day down! :)
and in cleaning out my room, it made me remember so many things from when i lived at home - i found my gwen books, and pictures, and remembered high school and everyhing. and lately, i just haven't taken the time to remember any of that stuff, and it's all stuff that made me what i am, so i've accepted it back into me, and made it a part of me again. yay for me.
i will be able to find joy in everyday things again! I did today, and yesterday, and i am sure i will tomorrow.
the update with jenny - everything went well today, and i think it's because we didn't actually work, so there was not conflict between us - we didn't really talk, even. We will see how it goes - but, hey, one day down! :)