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it's late, but to briefly summarize - went out to applebee's with sweet_evil and bunch of her friends (my friends, now? who knows. :) how long do you have to know someone for them to be your friend?) then went to legends. it was lots of fun, although I was tired/missing my josh, i've never been out clubbing without him, oddly enough. I am sure i will get used to it - another one of those independant things, maybe? lots of eye-candy at legends, too, and met nice people.
have to be up fairly early in the morning, and preferably coherent, as I have two classes tomorrow and then work, so i will run away and sleep now.
new buffy tonight!

last night, now that i am slightly more coherent...

In reading over my post, i realized that i totally forgot to mention that i had a ton of fun. this coming home from work & sleeping to then get up a couple of hours later and go out is something that I will have to get used to, but I liked going out.
And this being something I meant to post last night (this morning?) and didn't, but it being reinforced this morning - lesley is the sweetest person I have met up here. Now, don't get me wrong, I am sure she can be an absolute bitch if you piss her off (and I do mean that in the best of ways!), but she's been thoughtful, sweet and friendly. Not to mention the fact that she's *quite* lovely.

everyone was really nice and sweet last night - laura had really cool hair, chris seemed familiar, matthew seemed shy and young, but I found out he wasn't young, just quiet. :) Matt I didn't really talk to much, but he seemed very nice. (Nice in that non-bad way. :) ) Ryan was interesting, lives with lesley. Loretta was very pretty, and.. hmm. a strong personality? not sure,. very strong, though.
And it is morning - coffee is brewing, as much as it does when it's in a tea bag, and I am awake - I have found all the stuff I need to take to school with me, but haven't found clothing (ooh - there used to be a big thing about bbsing naked back when I was bbs'ing.. anyone else run into that? maybe it was just the people i hung out with. ) yet, just my warm fuzzie. (don't worry, you will be introduced, I am sure)

SNOW! :) Being a GA girl, I am so not used to snow! it's very cool, even though NPR says it should burn off by this afternoon.

costume history and beginning draping today. draping is where you take fabric and drape it over a dress form to get an outfit - you make it into the shape you want by folding and cutting and taking a pattern off it.
i'm off to school and such things.. (half-hearted yay..)

icky day... pbblt.

so no one at work seems quite sure what my job is, and I am trying to balance classes and trying to do everything i can as the costume designer's assistant, and it's a pain. but josh let me rant and rave at him, so you guys are saved from it! :)

hey - i have a request for everyone - send me your favorite music! I want to expand my musical horizons, and i have napster, so i can grab it to see if i like it. i want to put together a couple of compilation discs (yes, i have a cd burner). so send me bands/album titles or song titles.

I told josh rasputina just sounded so much better at lesley's house!

I went back up to the school, and started work on my incomplete, so while I didn;t actually finish any of it, I did start it again, which is the hardest part. (theoretically)

it's time for buffy, so I am off.

inspired. :)

i got all inspried, and cleaned and stuff, which always makes me feel better. (okay, okay, so i just washed dishes, and organized shelves, and the rest of the aptmt is a disaster area. but still, progress was made!)

i went up to the school earlier, and was in the offices area, and saw the artistic director. now keep in mind that the few other times i have seen him, he acted like he had a stick up his ass, and i always walked really carefully around him, because i wasn';t sure how good of terms the costume shop was on with him, and he can cause serious issues - he asked me if i had dyed my hair blue, and i explained, no, just the front. He *LIKED* it! He complimented me on it,and said he liked it. How odd is that. it made me happy again (i know, i know, mood swings from hell today) and then i came home and watched buffy, and spent time with kitties, and now i am about to go and play on the computer, and maybe download new music.

oh - sark for today says - "celebrate your radiant, eccentric self". :)

I did some serious contemplation on my life and what i am doing with it, mainly spiritually and who i am, and if i know, and all the type of stuff that i thought i woulf figure out when i finally lived by myself. pbblt. have you ever just woken up one day, and realized that there is a possibility your whole world view on religion is skewed? or that one person made such a *huge* influencein your life, especially in said view, and you're realizing that a lot of what they said and did was compleete bullshit, so what if some of your beliefs are based in complete bullshit and should you start over from scratch or should you just re-evaluate?

my personal quote for the day would be - I am the kristy, leave me be. - this would be in regards to those people who feel the need to analyze me up one side and down the other.

i mean, to some extent i welcome constructive criticism. if i am being particularly bitchy or whiny - or even doing something that annoys you terribly - tell me. i would rather know, than you be driven insane by it, and stop being friends. (been there, done that, have the emotional scars.)

ugh. running away, again. another common theme? i'll be contemplative in my head for a while.

i wonder where this aversion to thought came from? anyone?