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Jan. 12th, 2001 08:16 amfreaky dreams, again. That's it, damnit, I want someone to sleep with that I can wake up when i have odd dreams, or at least that I can wake up and cuddle back up to them, dispelling the icky dreams. I think it's all a learning experience, I mean, i got something important out of this one, so at least there's that much. And I always have my teddy bear, I suppose. The cats just aren't much good for those things!
wouldn't it be nice, if instead of having to play these relationship games, we could come flat out, sand say - "hey, you're interesting, I want to spend more time, andget to know you, and maybe we can make something of it?". hmph. I guess we can do that, though, it's just that so often we *don't*. And even in the cases where I have done that in the past, i have still gotten screwed occasionally (like the, oh, btw, i have a new chick now. yeah, communication is of the utmost importance between us. (what about ME? did you think to extend that communication to ME? I mean, yes, it was a casual relationship, but still!)... but that's life for you, a serious of learning processes..
someone had a really neat quote on a newsgroup i was on -
Herr God, Herr Lucifer, Beware Beware.
Out of the ash I rise with my red hair,
And I eat men like air.
-Sylvia Plath
And I realized that I haven't actually read anything else by her, so I am going to start looking around...
everyone have a lovely day! wish me luck at the fabric store.
wouldn't it be nice, if instead of having to play these relationship games, we could come flat out, sand say - "hey, you're interesting, I want to spend more time, andget to know you, and maybe we can make something of it?". hmph. I guess we can do that, though, it's just that so often we *don't*. And even in the cases where I have done that in the past, i have still gotten screwed occasionally (like the, oh, btw, i have a new chick now. yeah, communication is of the utmost importance between us. (what about ME? did you think to extend that communication to ME? I mean, yes, it was a casual relationship, but still!)... but that's life for you, a serious of learning processes..
someone had a really neat quote on a newsgroup i was on -
Herr God, Herr Lucifer, Beware Beware.
Out of the ash I rise with my red hair,
And I eat men like air.
-Sylvia Plath
And I realized that I haven't actually read anything else by her, so I am going to start looking around...
everyone have a lovely day! wish me luck at the fabric store.