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Jan. 25th, 2001
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Jan. 25th, 2001 11:47 pm*lalala*
i was right, i was right. i am totally not a complete failure. hahahaha! even if they never know, it doesn't atter, because i do, and they were wrong and i was right!
worst case, i go get my MFA somewhere else so i can teach and pbblt to them! :) when i become knowledgeable and respected, and people ask me, i will shake my head sadly and say "It was a great program material-wise, but the attitude there didn't foster a hppy learning environment" or some such nonsense.
the wardrobe mistress came in tonight, and she has a magic touch about her, to make everything better. i love me some valeda!
i like making things. that is what i want to do - make pretty things (or not so pretty things, if that is the intention! :) ) i don'';t want to be a design assistant, it is okay if i am not good at it. i mean, sure i'd like to be good at everyhting, but fuck it. i am good at a lot of things, and that is all i need. given the appropriate information, i am good at pulling and will be better by the end of the semester.
i love you all. :)
(warning: drastic mood swings may follow this weekend. but for now,i am happy, and wanted to share that with you)
sark says "we grow in the company of others, like plants or flowers" and i say that i am pleased with the current company and thrilled to be able to":grow with them". :)
hee hee.
i was right, i was right. i am totally not a complete failure. hahahaha! even if they never know, it doesn't atter, because i do, and they were wrong and i was right!
worst case, i go get my MFA somewhere else so i can teach and pbblt to them! :) when i become knowledgeable and respected, and people ask me, i will shake my head sadly and say "It was a great program material-wise, but the attitude there didn't foster a hppy learning environment" or some such nonsense.
the wardrobe mistress came in tonight, and she has a magic touch about her, to make everything better. i love me some valeda!
i like making things. that is what i want to do - make pretty things (or not so pretty things, if that is the intention! :) ) i don'';t want to be a design assistant, it is okay if i am not good at it. i mean, sure i'd like to be good at everyhting, but fuck it. i am good at a lot of things, and that is all i need. given the appropriate information, i am good at pulling and will be better by the end of the semester.
i love you all. :)
(warning: drastic mood swings may follow this weekend. but for now,i am happy, and wanted to share that with you)
sark says "we grow in the company of others, like plants or flowers" and i say that i am pleased with the current company and thrilled to be able to":grow with them". :)
hee hee.