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not *quite* in paper hell, currently.. i have five pages and a smidgen on the sixth - i need twelve, at least, i don't think i have the info for twelve, but we will see. i am off to the library again in the morning to get some more info, and then to work and all in order to get ready for my fitting as much as i can, and then back home again tomorrow evening, so that i can finish up... everyone wish me luck..

hey - jen.. is this feeling totally lost thing mean i shouldn't be doing grad school? :)

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fantasm membership - anyone, anyone?

mental reminder to myself - i wanted this. so badly, i was willing to leave my josh,a nd set out on my own, something i had *never* done before.. rightfully, i shouldn't have gotten in - but i did, due to whatever. thus, it has to be meant to be. :) and i need to get off my ass, and stop thinking - why am i here? and *do* things...

''k - breakfast, clothes,and off to the library again. :)

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anyone else notice that some of their keyboard keys have been rubbed smooth by frequent use? i just noticed that.. (now that i have alight on my computer desk again, and i can see. i also switched to a real chair with a back, since i am going to be spending many many more hours here, i think.)

not quite in paper hell - rewrote my outline (like i haven't done that several times already) to make my paper more coherent, which is a problem with me, i ramble, and am now going trhough it.. mostly through my outline, and i am two lineas away from 6 full pages, which isn't so good, because it needs to be twice that.. planning on heading out int he wee hours of the morning to make copies of all my stuff.. maybe i will hit up kinko's, maybe the school.
listening to loreena mckennitt live. yum. :) better than npr, as they are classical, and that drives me mad. and this is nice background without being too much for me to listen to, and not pay attention to my paper, which is so what is going on currently. :)

okay - off for a drink, and more work on my paper. yay for me - and one way or another, it will be done tomorrow. and then i can work my ass off for the rest of the semester. everytime one dadline is over, another one begins or is present...

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8 pages and counting.. paper avoidance is at a high, and i am wanting bed , so caffeine is a necessity soon.