more randomness...

so lastyear, for our anniversary, josh got me a pair of steel manacles. I had been wanting some for a while. One of the few toys that I just melted over. :) he had to get the largest set to go over my hands (the next set up would have been for ankles) so we put them on me yesterday (well, he did) and I could slip out of them! It took a little work, esp on my right hand, but they are nowhere near as tight as they were. I found it quite humorous. Of course, I was also trying to get him to do awful things to me, so I kept poking at him, but he didn't. (sigh) well, some. I had no clue that when I lost weight, I would lose it there, too (I should know by now that you lose weight everywhere when you lose it) and that it would be enough to make something that used to be tight, not so much anymore.


on the other side of my life, sara has said that she woud be willing to drive the truck up here to help me move. (woo-hoo) which would rock, because it would save me several hundred dollars. (and I can't find this $250 check that I found last week. dammit.) The only down side is that she hasn't been terribly reliable in the past, and thus, i am afraid that she won't do it this time. she's gotten a lot better, though. but my dad says - it's us to you... which means he's leaving the decision up to me, and he probably doesn't think it's a good idea, but i guess he's figuring I'm adult enough to figure it out? ack. responsibility. not sure how much i like that. the thought of having someone else decide for me goes through my mind, and then i think of the i feel sick comics..

bounce, bounce..

I really should exercise more often. Sara and I hauled 20 boxes down stairs, and loaded up her van with them, and a chair, too. woo-hoo. then we sat and had some cider, and now she's on the phone and smoking outside. raah.

I am going to go out and buy cleaning supplies today, so that I can get my apartment clean. I am going to pack things, and listen to npr. i think i am going out to five-o tonight, to hangout with matthew and whoever else is there.

tomorrow, i go to the poly lecture on safe sex, it will be awesome - i really feel inadequate in my knowledge of safe sex.

i have to go back up to the school and pack things, and work on my incomplete. i need to get my portfolio back so that I can bring my ballet bodice back up, put the bone in it, and then turn it in qwith my couture. having sara here has just rocked - i feel a lot better. it's been great to actually spend time just with her and talk to her. she looked through the rest of my cds, and picked out ones that she wanted, and i haven't shown her the ones on my computer yet. we're talking about me loaning her the laptop that is at josh's rightnow for a while - she wants to get a laptop to do word processing stuff on, and to go online with. maybe i will sell it it her, i am not sure. i like the idea of having it, but don't really need it, and could sell it for $300, but she doesn't have the money right now, which is when i need money. :)

bounce, bounce. i need to get clean and such things, so i can go out and do some shopping, and i need to pay bills, too. (sigh) i don't like the whole bill-paying thing. need to find that check.