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[needlegrrl]

went to the five-o, had fun, talked to grey and lots of people, really. i think it's just notable because i don't talk to grey at legends. :)

slightly uneasy... mainly just because i've now been labeled as weird by people. i know it was only a kidding thing, but there goes the non-acceptance thing. whatever. i'll be who i am, and they can go and fuck themselves. worst case, i'll be the crazy old woman with my cats. pbblt!

i do wish that I had someone that knew absolutely everything about me, who totally understood, and was accepting. besides my josh. :) he is wonderful, but damn, another friend who was like that would be great. i'm just greedy, i s'pose.

I didn't get to sleep until after 6am this morning.. yet, i left the bar before 3.. hmm.. :)
having fun with josh here, yet it's not enough time, as i won't see himn for two more weeks. (those weeks will probably be unhappiness. )

tonight i am off to the schoool to work on homework so i can go out tomorrow night, and i am also going to watch anna and the king, as i have my honors section of costume history tomorrow, and that's what we're talking about. i am dis-satisfied with that class, and with the lady that teaches it currently, as she is dissatisfied with me, and hasn't bothered to tell me about it. why can't people just fucking talk to me?

so I am going to swallow my pride and resentment, and go and talk to jenny on monday (tomorrow) and tell her that i am obviously having problems communicatying with her, and that in talking to judy about that, judy mentioned she was unsatisfied with me, but didn't tell me any specifics, so i would like to know what i could do to improve, because damnit, i am here to LEARN!

hopefully it will all go better, and i am off, because josh isn't playing with his computer any longer. :)

Comments

[gyre.livejournal.com]

It was "freakazoids" ... not weird! I don't think Josh or I worried about it ... so I hope you won't anymore. Did somebody else said something? As far as I know, everybody that meets you thinks you rock :) Don't forget, normal is boring (foot in mouth). *grin*

Good luck with academia!

[gyre.livejournal.com]

I SO can't type today! I need somebody to slap me across the knuckles with a meterstick every time I post a comment without proofreading it. Not that I'm much of a grammar/spelling pro.

[night-infernal.livejournal.com]

Just for the record, I have always thought that, out of all the folks who go to Legends/Five-O, you were one of the cooler people to talk to and hang out with.