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[needlegrrl]

so then i ask myself - what do you do when people continually disppoint you? it's not their fault, it's just that i seem unable to find anyone with the capacity to accept me as i am/understand me. Even my josh wants me to change. there is no one who doesn't, i don't think. i though i had a friend that didn't, once, but she doesn't keep in touch so well anymore, and i don't think that i can understand her anymore. So i am a disappointment to her.
I know the answer isn't to close yourself off and stop trying although that is what i yearn to do. because if i do that, and if the person or persons does come along, then i wn't know them. and may miss them forever. maybe one day - and i'll just contimue with the hurt until then.

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[gyre.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

hang in there, hunny...

[birdofparadox.livejournal.com]

it's so hard to be yourself, when the whole world seems to push from all ends...

Do your damndest to be happy, my dear. everything else will come and go after that.

It sucks........

And it's a constant struggle....

But we love you and we're here..

~paradox girl