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needlegrrlstill working days and nights, although reduced hours on both - yesterday during the day i got a chance to work on homework, we will see how today goes. last night, i got to leave a little before eleven - that was nice. have a test this morning, have ingested caffeine for the purpose of studying for aforementioned test.
found outthat the behavior judy is diplayiing to me, is that which she displays to someone that she doesn't really wnat in the program. hmm.. which means i have to make a choice - stay and learn, or leave and go somewhere else? in any case, i'll be finishing out the semester, so i have a little while to decide. jenny and i are getting along better, and i am sure that my "poor performance" on this show will follow me for the rest of my time here, and i am trying to bring myself to care, but it's not somethingi can change.
need more sleep. am currently fixing breakfast and getting ready to leave to drive to school - if there is no parking, i will be coming back and riding the bus, because i don;'t think i am up to another $15 ticket. josh is coming up this weekend, and we're going to opening, and then i don't know what else. sleep and sex is definately on the agenda. i would dearly love to be able to spend some time cleaning my apartment - it is *very* necessary. maybe i will enlist his help on that one.
am going to the library today to try and find a topic for my costume history/construction paper - so far all the tiopics i have liked, she hasn't, and we're getting to the point where sheis wondering if i really belong here again or not. so I either find something "suitable" that i am interested in, or i bullshit about something that I know she owuld approve of. whatever. I can think of more things,m i am sure, i am just needing to go and see what research is available before i choose.
i'm seriously considering the varter system and what i would need to barter to get a back rub.. :)
found outthat the behavior judy is diplayiing to me, is that which she displays to someone that she doesn't really wnat in the program. hmm.. which means i have to make a choice - stay and learn, or leave and go somewhere else? in any case, i'll be finishing out the semester, so i have a little while to decide. jenny and i are getting along better, and i am sure that my "poor performance" on this show will follow me for the rest of my time here, and i am trying to bring myself to care, but it's not somethingi can change.
need more sleep. am currently fixing breakfast and getting ready to leave to drive to school - if there is no parking, i will be coming back and riding the bus, because i don;'t think i am up to another $15 ticket. josh is coming up this weekend, and we're going to opening, and then i don't know what else. sleep and sex is definately on the agenda. i would dearly love to be able to spend some time cleaning my apartment - it is *very* necessary. maybe i will enlist his help on that one.
am going to the library today to try and find a topic for my costume history/construction paper - so far all the tiopics i have liked, she hasn't, and we're getting to the point where sheis wondering if i really belong here again or not. so I either find something "suitable" that i am interested in, or i bullshit about something that I know she owuld approve of. whatever.
i'm seriously considering the varter system and what i would need to barter to get a back rub.. :)
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Date: 2001-02-01 12:06 pm (UTC)