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Feb. 11th, 2001 04:28 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
needlegrrlwent out to the five-o, people were there, gave grey his cd, loaned matthew some books - all is well.
listened to soul miner's daughter on the way home - it kept me awake.
matthew had some interesting questions - made me quenstion myself and my religious beliefs to answer him. and by questioning myself, i define myself to me more, so that is good.
of course, once i got into a questioning phase, i kept going.. questuiong myself, and whether or now i am a good person, blah blah blah.. (as opposed to as manipulative bitch). I don't *think* i am a manipulative bitch (yes, bradley, i already know your opinion. we've discussed this. ) but i could be. i think i am doing the same things i am offering to other people, which in that case, should be acceptable to myself.. maybe not to others, but there is *always* going to be something that's unacceptable to other people.
perhaps moe thought on this one tomorrow - i am getting *really* tired. g'nite.
listened to soul miner's daughter on the way home - it kept me awake.
matthew had some interesting questions - made me quenstion myself and my religious beliefs to answer him. and by questioning myself, i define myself to me more, so that is good.
of course, once i got into a questioning phase, i kept going.. questuiong myself, and whether or now i am a good person, blah blah blah.. (as opposed to as manipulative bitch). I don't *think* i am a manipulative bitch (yes, bradley, i already know your opinion. we've discussed this. ) but i could be. i think i am doing the same things i am offering to other people, which in that case, should be acceptable to myself.. maybe not to others, but there is *always* going to be something that's unacceptable to other people.
perhaps moe thought on this one tomorrow - i am getting *really* tired. g'nite.
