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Jan. 29th, 2001 07:38 amugh. I am sick and on five hours of sleep, and about to fill my body full of caffeine so i can make my day. this sucks!
so the sore throat that i *thought* was from the cigarette smoke, no, i'm actually sick. which means that with me whopping 5 hours of sleep from last night, and with me being sick - no legends. I think that things keep happening to discourage me from coming out because I keep on saying "I *will* go out on suchandsuch". So, maybe I will make it out thursday, or to the five-o at some point this week, and see if anyone is there.
yesterday as tech? interesting. I ran around much less, and the golden point of the day was when i was told that I had to hem a pair of pants before I could eat. Keep in mind this was a supper that was being given for us by volunteers, and I was told that I could go and fix myself a plate if I liked, but I wasn't allowed to actually eat until I hemmed the pants. This being from the woman who decided that all the other people weren't called,because there was nothing that wasn't important enough that it couldn't wait until tomorrow. Yet I had to wait to eat? I actually would up hemming both pairs of pajama pants, as I knew if I didn't, I would have to later. ugh. Nasty people. I was very pissed at her, and to some extent, still am. But as I told one of the actors - they are worth it. Jenny and Judy may not actually be worth it to me, but the actors themselves are. Which was a total revelation to me. And I don't recommend lukewarm chili - if jenny hadn't of brought up a plate for me, I wouldn't have eaten. So I am no longer actively angry about it, if that makes sense, but I am holding it in reserve, and at some point when she really needs something, I *will* say no. Laura explaine to me that sometimes you just don't get dinner, and I understand that. I've been there before. But I can't see soemthing being that important when no one else was calle din to work. ohwell.
I actually got home before one, which was nice, but then my computer fucked up so i couldn't read my email, and it took me a half hour of restarting to finally make it work. then i chatted with josh for a half hour, and then i went to sleep. now i have a meeting at school at 8:30, and i am driving in. i don't care if i have to park at the meters andget a ticket, as i have not enough quarters left. i cannot do the whole bus thing and then walking severaly blocks across campus today, as i am still exhausted from the weekend. i am waiting to see what jenny pul;ls out of her ass today that absolutely has to be done by tomorrow, so that I have to stay and work on it tonight. she's done this a couple of times in the past few weeks, and that would be the reason why i didn't go ouit last monday
well, i am hoping for a better day - i have a full day of class, and then work this afternoon, which i really don't look forward to, as tired and sick as i am. ohwell..
so the sore throat that i *thought* was from the cigarette smoke, no, i'm actually sick.
yesterday as tech? interesting. I ran around much less, and the golden point of the day was when i was told that I had to hem a pair of pants before I could eat. Keep in mind this was a supper that was being given for us by volunteers, and I was told that I could go and fix myself a plate if I liked, but I wasn't allowed to actually eat until I hemmed the pants. This being from the woman who decided that all the other people weren't called,because there was nothing that wasn't important enough that it couldn't wait until tomorrow. Yet I had to wait to eat? I actually would up hemming both pairs of pajama pants, as I knew if I didn't, I would have to later. ugh. Nasty people. I was very pissed at her, and to some extent, still am. But as I told one of the actors - they are worth it. Jenny and Judy may not actually be worth it to me, but the actors themselves are. Which was a total revelation to me. And I don't recommend lukewarm chili - if jenny hadn't of brought up a plate for me, I wouldn't have eaten. So I am no longer actively angry about it, if that makes sense, but I am holding it in reserve, and at some point when she really needs something, I *will* say no. Laura explaine to me that sometimes you just don't get dinner, and I understand that. I've been there before. But I can't see soemthing being that important when no one else was calle din to work. ohwell.
I actually got home before one, which was nice, but then my computer fucked up so i couldn't read my email, and it took me a half hour of restarting to finally make it work. then i chatted with josh for a half hour, and then i went to sleep. now i have a meeting at school at 8:30, and i am driving in. i don't care if i have to park at the meters andget a ticket, as i have not enough quarters left. i cannot do the whole bus thing and then walking severaly blocks across campus today, as i am still exhausted from the weekend. i am waiting to see what jenny pul;ls out of her ass today that absolutely has to be done by tomorrow, so that I have to stay and work on it tonight. she's done this a couple of times in the past few weeks, and that would be the reason why i didn't go ouit last monday
well, i am hoping for a better day - i have a full day of class, and then work this afternoon, which i really don't look forward to, as tired and sick as i am. ohwell..
