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hmm.. you know that feeling you get when the subject is deeper than you are going into it? when you say something, and it doesn't quite have the ring of truth about it? I wonder if anyone else hears the ring of untruth in my voice, or if it's just me. If it's a warning to myself, or plain as day.

I slept late this morning, because I could. My kitty was *not* appreciative of it - he meeped and meeped - I think because he thought that I wasn't supposed to be sleeping.

I used to get really really upset at not being included in things. I used to take it as a personal insult, essentially - I would assume it was an intentional, against kristy thing.
Very very happily - that has changed. :) Now, if there's something I am not being included in, I ask to be - if they don't want me there, they'll tell me. Or they should!

I get to go to a SSCN social/playparty. I am very excited - I haven't been to one in a long time, and hopefully, I can play with someone. i am not sure, though - typically no one asks me.

And I am *so* glad that my life is relatively free of drama! :)

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okay, everyone.. :) I am on the lookoput for a cheap laptop, does not have to be top of the line. Basically, what i am looking for is something that I can take to St Louis with me, go online and do email with, so it needs to have a modem. Josh found me a 233 on ebay for around 350, and it had a 56k modem, and 4 gigs.. it sounded pretty good, but had no battery, and I didn't want to get involved with that. So, i am on the lookout - if anyone knows of anything, let me know, please.