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Jul. 13th, 2001 12:21 amso i changed the type on my journal, i changed the comments thing, too. I feel so accomplished. even if certain people *do* say my journal is girlie. :)
i went up to the school today, for hours and hours (ok, four or five. :) ) and worked on my ballet bodice - dyed my hook and eye tape (the second try was much better than the first) and got my bones xstitched in, and then did most of my slipstitching. should have worn a thimble, though - my thumb and fingertip are bruised. talked to siobhan, and told her about the whole gre/uga grad school thing.. she was surprised, because she left early at the end of the semester, and so didn't know that I wasn't coming back. (shrug) but all is well. i will see her again tomorrow, and judy, too, to go over couture - I kind of am looking forward to it, and I am kind of not.
I had an awful dream last night, in which I walked past tina (and sylvia) and tina came after me, and essentially told me that I would never make it in grad school there, that i wouldn't have made it through undergrad there if it wasn't for her, and that I was basically incompetent.. (gee, wonder where this is springing from? pbblt.) Tina was my costume shop manager, and I identified with her much more than with mrs pannell (to the point of dressing like her, even, to some extent.) I am afraid that if I do go thee, I will be put into conflict with her, simply because sylvia will require things of me, and tina can't, really, unless they've changed things. of course, there are things that i want to do on my own that i know would make her happy - like go to dress rehearsals, and see my outfits on people and such things. i'd also love to teach the 64 (ack. nc term, 2050s is uga) students how to sew - give them a basic sewing lesson, and a tour all at once, instead of one at a time. (ick) I don't know how feasible that is, but I would like to do it - I want to get more into the whole teaching thing.
oh, and as an aside - last I heard, there *were* cabs in atlanta. when did this change? pbblt.
so i am avoiding studying for themath part of the gre, or doing anything useful, really. I finished story of o, and if I am not going out (which it appears that i am not) then i should go to bed and get up early in themorning, but a rice krispie treat and some grapes don't really make a dinner (and why not, i ask) not to mention the fact that I seem to be on a somewhat nocturnal schedule. (altough not as much as normal is. :) )
-sigh- okay. i am going to burn some cds, and do some sketching, so that my portfolio can be truly done. yay.
i went up to the school today, for hours and hours (ok, four or five. :) ) and worked on my ballet bodice - dyed my hook and eye tape (the second try was much better than the first) and got my bones xstitched in, and then did most of my slipstitching. should have worn a thimble, though - my thumb and fingertip are bruised. talked to siobhan, and told her about the whole gre/uga grad school thing.. she was surprised, because she left early at the end of the semester, and so didn't know that I wasn't coming back. (shrug) but all is well. i will see her again tomorrow, and judy, too, to go over couture - I kind of am looking forward to it, and I am kind of not.
I had an awful dream last night, in which I walked past tina (and sylvia) and tina came after me, and essentially told me that I would never make it in grad school there, that i wouldn't have made it through undergrad there if it wasn't for her, and that I was basically incompetent.. (gee, wonder where this is springing from? pbblt.) Tina was my costume shop manager, and I identified with her much more than with mrs pannell (to the point of dressing like her, even, to some extent.) I am afraid that if I do go thee, I will be put into conflict with her, simply because sylvia will require things of me, and tina can't, really, unless they've changed things. of course, there are things that i want to do on my own that i know would make her happy - like go to dress rehearsals, and see my outfits on people and such things. i'd also love to teach the 64 (ack. nc term, 2050s is uga) students how to sew - give them a basic sewing lesson, and a tour all at once, instead of one at a time. (ick) I don't know how feasible that is, but I would like to do it - I want to get more into the whole teaching thing.
oh, and as an aside - last I heard, there *were* cabs in atlanta. when did this change? pbblt.
so i am avoiding studying for themath part of the gre, or doing anything useful, really. I finished story of o, and if I am not going out (which it appears that i am not) then i should go to bed and get up early in themorning, but a rice krispie treat and some grapes don't really make a dinner (and why not, i ask) not to mention the fact that I seem to be on a somewhat nocturnal schedule. (altough not as much as normal is. :) )
-sigh- okay. i am going to burn some cds, and do some sketching, so that my portfolio can be truly done. yay.
