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Nov. 2nd, 2001 07:21 ami had an odd dream.. icky. I dreamt that i was in the cotume shop at UGA, and about to cut out my stuff. There was a discussion about research that i would have to do, and calling people to find out certain things,m etc, and a comment was made that I had had 2 weeks to do this already (even though I had just found out I was supposed to do it). and then I was going to cut, and the table that I picked, Lauren told me not to use, so that the walkways were kept clear. Then she started telling me that i should just cut, and it should get done, but she didin't want to see me do it/be bothered by it. It was quite reminiscent of chapel hill.. as a matter of fact, i woke up right after that, and had to ground and remind myself that that *was* chapel hill - that there is no way either lauren or tina would act like that, or put the blame of it all on me. I'm surprised and proud that I had the presence of mine to recognize that. otherwise, i think i would have gone into the shop disturbed today, and it wouldn't have made for a good day.
of course, josh was awake, because I was making noises (I distinctly remember a grrr at the end, because I *knew* it wasn't happening like that) and I told him "if i'm going to have bad dreams 3 times a week, i really could wish chapel hill had never happened. He suggested that once couture was graded, it might not be a problem anymore.
I don't think I would give up all my experiences there, and the people I met. It was a wonderful time, except for the whole schol thing, and it helped me a lot, and i learned a lot. but today was the first time i thoguht about whether or not i would want it to have not happened.
think I'm staying around tonight at the school. I suppose it depends on how I feel at the end of the day. There's a commedia show tonight, and another show at five, and I was thinking I might hang out and work on stuff. I'd have to figure out dinner, but I could probably handle that. :) dinner out would be nice. josh is working, so me keeping busy would not be a bad thing.
welding this morning. I'm *not* wearing a white shirt this time. I think that will help immensely.
of course, josh was awake, because I was making noises (I distinctly remember a grrr at the end, because I *knew* it wasn't happening like that) and I told him "if i'm going to have bad dreams 3 times a week, i really could wish chapel hill had never happened. He suggested that once couture was graded, it might not be a problem anymore.
I don't think I would give up all my experiences there, and the people I met. It was a wonderful time, except for the whole schol thing, and it helped me a lot, and i learned a lot. but today was the first time i thoguht about whether or not i would want it to have not happened.
think I'm staying around tonight at the school. I suppose it depends on how I feel at the end of the day. There's a commedia show tonight, and another show at five, and I was thinking I might hang out and work on stuff. I'd have to figure out dinner, but I could probably handle that. :) dinner out would be nice. josh is working, so me keeping busy would not be a bad thing.
welding this morning. I'm *not* wearing a white shirt this time. I think that will help immensely.
