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i simply don't understand how anyone can have this much *stuff* in their head. ugh! now i have stuff in my chest & my head. ick ick ick.
but i feel better. no more fever, only occasional dizzyness. and I need to get a blowdryer out for my castle wall - it didn't dry overnight, and it did warp a bit. but maybe i can back wash it before it's completely dry, and glue some sticks to it. :) i should have done that *before* i papermached it. so in any case, i'm awake. ugh.

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have i mentioned how absolutely *tired* of school i am? and how much I *really* don't want to go anymore?

feh.

i know, it's just me whining. back to your regularly scheduled programming.

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i also can't believe it's almost december. i think my head is still in october, honestly.

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An Open Letter to the Young Hoodlums who Smashed my pumpkins:

First, I'd like to thank you, since it spurred me into actually throwing them away instead of just thinking about it, the way i have for the past couple of weeks, and figuring that if I didn't do it, josh would. ha.
however, I'd like to point out a couple of things.
Whoever smashed the pumpkin in the yard, did it right. You take the pumpkin, and you throw it, which then smashes satisfyingly. In fact, I had even considered that. Whoever just pushed the pumpkin off the railing and onto the porch - eww. This was disgusting, and didn't have nearly the effect throwing it would have. Shame on you - you can't even smash a pumpkin on someone elses porch, during the only hour and a half all day when they aren't home, correctly?

ick. ick. ick.

and how old am i? 24? who am i to be calling kids hoodlums?

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josh has said he'll sleep up front with me, and let his mom have the bed. i love that boy. :)

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woohoo! my model is essentially done. now all that is left is for me to finish the drafting, print out/photocopy research, and write my concept statement/approach out for my teacher. and i didn't think i could get it done. :) and i had a nice chat with my mom. i marked off nine-thirty as when i needed to be done with my model, so i could head up to the school and draft some, and take my drafting to get bluelined tomorrow morning. i didn't figure i would be able to turn in the blueline or research type stuff, essentially anything but the model before monday.i'm so proud of myself, getting it done and all, even with my lack of focus. :) and the sickness. and it looks ok, really, i think.

dinner with josh's mom was ok. we went to the grit. she seems worried that we're both still sick, and she seems tired. she's going to try and drive back home after the show, though - good for her, i think. yay for me in that i'll have my bed tonight. :) even though i do need to turn the sheet into the dryer, so we'll have them - i was trying to give her clean flannel sheets, and if she winds up staying, then it'll still be nice for her. and hopefully, i can drag my model up to the school tonight, as well. yay go me.