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[needlegrrl]

i keep trying to convince myself that going out is a really, *really* bad idea. (sigh) I want to - I even have my paper close enough to the point where I probably could - okay, that's not true. I don't know what is possessing me to think that I can write a ten page paper in about 5 hours! However, my research is done. (yay) and my powerpoint presentation is done (I think, anyway - aren't close to 50 slides enough?) and my title page is done. :) my bibliography is waiting for webpages. i hate doing those, so i've put it off. and all my scanning is done (obcviously, or my pp pres wouldn't be!). so all I have left, really, is to finish the bibliography (less then a ten minute job) and to write the paper - which is what is really going to take a while. I'd like to watch The Cell, as I want to put some clips from it onto my video, but I haven't seen it before, and I don't want to scare myself to death watching it alone. I really want to go to the VNV nation show, but I can't afford to only get a few hours sleep when my schedule is this tight - it's what fucked me up last time, and I have a feeling that if I try it, I'll get sick. it'll be good for me to stay at home alone, and it'll be good for josh to go to atlanta, and not have to worry about me. no, really. :) maybe next friday we can go out - that would be nice. let's all cross our fingers and hope I'm not exhausted. :) in any case, I can take my corset to st louis and michigan with me. and the dress up up there.

ok, ok, i'm staying home. (sigh) and being the good girl that I am - but I hate being this good girl.

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[anmorata.livejournal.com]

I just realized that your CD and books are STILL sitting on my desk.

I'm sorry, doll. There's a lot going on behind the scenes here that I haven't spoken about publically, and it's made things really hectic. :( I wish I could talk about it further, but I'd rather not. :( Not now, anyway.

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[needlegrrl]

(hugs) It's not a problem - I don't have time to read the books right now, anyway, and I have d/l'ed a couple of vnv nation songs - enough, i think, to know that I like them.

if you ever do want to chat about it, you have my email, and my phone number. (or you could email me your phone number, and then I could call you randomly just to say hi. :) )it's okay - really. I hope things get better for you, or calmer, and all work out wonderfully!

[http://users.livejournal.com/_amaranthe_/]

If it makes you feel any better, we're not going either. Between timing and money and drama it's probably best that we don't. Besides, they'll be around again soon enough.

[The Cell is visually stunning and a lil creepy, but I think you can handle it]

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[needlegrrl]

are you really not? that does make me feel better. :)

i'll probably be fine, but i do have a tendency to freak myself out when I am alone, so i'll wait until tomorrow. I have lots of paper that I can write, in any case.

[deadparrot.livejournal.com]

The Cell, visually, is really cool, but the storyline is weaker than a light beer.

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[needlegrrl]

(laughing) I'm watching it for the costumes, so that should be okay. :) I'm doing a presentation on Eiko Ishioka on monday, and she did the special costumes for it.