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[needlegrrl]

so i am finally home. will be asleep by one thirty, i hope.

sometimes my spirit wins free of the oppression, and says - i know there doesn't seem like a way to do this, but you can. :)

i have moved from denial to semi acceptance to begging/bargaining.. i am glad my review isn't today. i don't know what i am going to do - i am no longer indignant of my treatment, i don't care anymore.. i just want to be there and learn, dammit. i'll work harder.. i don't really know how, but i will.. honest...

i am so tired - spent most of the day having dizzy spells- probably from not eating enough. ick,. and all the stress. ugh.. i'm sure they knew that the whole assistantship thing woiuld just cause more stress..

anyway - draping is done, i have buttons for josh's coat. my puppet is due on weds, and i have an amazing amount of work left to do on it, and my coat needs to be worked on, too.. ohmigoodness... i just realized how much i have to do again. ick. to bed with me, then.. it will either all get done. or not. if my review goes badly, i may not care if it does or not!

off to bed.